I haven't been running. I haven't been going to church. I've been missing CG (and some good friends). I've been spending too much time just working and hanging out.
It's frustrating. I can't even get a good book to read to occupy me.
A few weeks ago I went to get a flu shot and saw my new weight and I may have gained 20 pounds this semester. I hate not being in school. I am on my way to being a manager though and when my pay goes up I'll be able to work on my debt more . . .
This is a complainy post. Today I bought a nice nike shirt to run in for the winter (it's long-sleeved). And paolo's leaving and it makes me sad but a little okay because I'll be able to focus on trying to get into other things again. I'm considering joining the rec. in the spring and taking some random classes for exercise. And just running to lose the weight before I get back on track for the marathon.
Graduating sucks. Don't do it. I am a sloth.
1 comment:
There's always grad school. I went back twice, and I'm still there. The missing and feeling lost gets better. It just takes time.
Good luck.
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