Paused

It's been a long while since I last posted. I think part of it is because I am embarrassed that my marathon training has taken a backseat to life happening. I haven't quit and I still want to run a marathon in the next year, but right now I have a lot on my mind.

I have to move out at the end of the month and I have no where to live - being the first thing on my mind. I have a lot of numbers to call but not having a job lined up and no idea what kind of money I'll be making in the next few months is making the search difficult.

Getting a job is also weighing heavily on my mind. CC's can't hold me much longer, with no promotion and being turned down for at least two higher positions, I no longer feel like I can go anywhere with the company and definitely feel like I have no future with them. It's a shame, really, because I wanted to go further with them, they are just missing out. I had a big job interview today and it went well and I'll find out in a couple of weeks whether I got the position or not.

All of this topped with the grappling questions of life, independence, and growing up, have forced me to put my training on a pause. I am planning on joining a church here which is really exciting and I can't wait to get involved in the local ministry. In general, I am excited about what God has planned for my future and I am patiently waiting for him to reveal it to me (hopefully one thing at a time so that my brain can take it all in).